Been Kind of Down.

I've been kind of down lately. I've been thinking about what I want to be and how I'm not even close of being a part of the way there. I have so many ideas of what I want to do and I feel like I'm holding myself back. I've also been wanting people to truly understand me. My roommate knows everything and understand where I come from. I wish I had more people like him around.

Self Portrait.

A Nudge for Attention.

I made this a while back and I haven't had the time to post it on my site. I got bored one night and wanted to write a poem about attention and stuff. I asked Chris to give me some pointers and he helped out a bit.

Sitting at the window

Watching the world is so sad

I hear the rain pounding the street

The splashing of the cars driving past

My cat interrupts my thoughts

with a nudge for attention

He curls up in my lap and

My cell phone rings in my hand

I've been waiting for someone to call

Butt I see it's only my job wanting me

So I let it go to voice mail

The feeling that she'll never call...

and wanting her too, grows stronger.

Unicorn.

I was watching the new Dexter episode and I got this idea. I love Dexter so much. Other then that, I've been working my but off and I have gotten a few days off of work for the first time in a long time. So, I've been relaxing and chilling like a villain.

A Key Holder with No Keys 2 Hold.

VA

I've started working at Pac-Sun as a Key Holder. I have to take a test to make sure I know what I am doing then I will be given my store keys. The person that should be giving me the test hasn't given it to me yet, so I haven't got me keys. I'm MAD! For the past few days I've been yelling out "Where are my keys? I want my keys!". Anyways, yesterday I was wearing my beanie my girlfriend gave me and ask if it was ok to wear on the sales floor. They said no but they didn't care, so I tried on a couple of hats and this one suited me best. I like it.

Found Art.

I was heading home after work and there it was, laying on the ground. It's my last name, Parker Bleu Roe. I have no clue that this means but whatever. I like it. <3

New York.

In The Van.

In The City

Driving.

Tonnele Ave, Lincoln Tunnel.

My Faggot Husband.

More of My Faggot Husband.

Living Room View.

Sorry 4 Not Posting Stuff, I've Been Very Busy.

My Album in on Last.fm

So, just now I put my album on last.fm. I'm so pumped. I'm the only one that is listening to my album, but it's there for all to see that I am an artist.

Here's the link to the my album on last.fm for you to download all the songs.

Yay.

Life Drawing.

So, I've been drawing a lot lately. I don't really know why, but maybe it has to do with what I have been seeing. I guess I've been to many skinny girls in the art I've been viewing and if you know me I'm a chubby chaser. I love my cute chubby girls. So, I've been drawing a lot of women. Trying to get the figure down so I can draw a lot of chubby women. Also, I think women are beautiful and it's ok to have a few extra pounds. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I really want to draw chubby girls so women will see that you can be big and proud of it. <3